The Land of Tears =   I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.

Jim goes through all 12 steps

Don M. takes on the topic of "feelings" in this AA Speaker tape. One of the things many people in recovery struggle with, is being prey to our feelings as we...



The Land of Tears =   I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.

I've lived for years in the land of tears-and there's no escape from the sadness.
By day, I retreat, pushing other people away, and I roam the dark house every night. I cry, I pull myself together, and I crawl back into bed. I get up, I fall down, and I try not to drown. I can't eat. I eat too much. I eat away at the fears and worries that are eating away at me. I slap on a smile, I force out a laugh, even on days when I don't make my bed and don't take a bath. I build up a wall, I knock it back down. My love and loyalty get kicked all around. I pretend to be strong. I pretend not to hurt. I try to believe things are going to get better, but too often I don't believe they will. I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.
I've lived for years in the land of tears-and there's no escape from the sadness.
It is such a secret place, the land of tears.

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Forgiving others and ourselves 
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Above and Beyond AA






I Started this Spiritual Program


in Honor of my Brother James
                                               
                                        
                 
                                                
                                               
        
Who Committed Suicide


He was a 27 years old a Gay JW- 
Jehovah Witness=Shamed Him 
Not Good!
This is a Spiritual Program using the 
AA 12Step Program as a Guide
- to a Happier Balanced Life.
- AAA 12Step Caring Counselling Clinical Society
-Give back & God gives to YOU..
I was the Ny 9/11 Canadian Angel @ Ground Zero-
My Dream is to start 12 Step Churches - God Not Guilt and
12Step Teen Angels- Addiction affects the whole family -
Heal the families of America and the
 World and you Heal the System.
Stop the Killing of our Children and Friends!!


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